BOY KILL BOY; SHOOT ME DOWN

pretty colours! (:

you cut some, you paste some,
make new ones, and you change one. you and your NARCISSISM.
you need to know it's not always about you
nor is everything to be contained within those prickly edges forming the parameters of your world.-


'she occupies her spare time with her far fetched fanatasies of writing a blockbuster novel, or wondering why she didn't fulfill her ambition of being a either a ballet dancer or marine biologist. when she's not orbiting in her spaced-out odyssey she expands her waistline with vigorous chocolate indulgence, surfing the mindless cable gateway, or falling prey to nubile young boys who never fail to temporarily retard her senses.'

i must find this month's fl.ag! after 6 issues of failed attempts.

"sleep away the years. sleep away the pain. wake tomorrow - a girl again."

YELLOWCARD; LIGHT UP THE SKY

the answer to life's problems can be found in fep, wisma, haji, chinatown, and the likes.
otherwise known as retail therapy.
left me trigger happy for a few hours. sth i haven't felt in a long long time.
and yes i'm your regular shallow girlie interested in nth deeper than her meaningless self-indulgences
so sue me

-

some days this is all i fantasize about. yes harbouring scary secret thoughts



other days i just wanna chuck it all away and forget so i'd not feel..


'i feel series' from utterubbish

i feel invisible to you


i feel like the luckiest girl in the world


i don't feel ready

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alex parks; maybe that's what it takes

looking back, how did i get here
chasing circles, never thought so near
i'm shaded by the red

i went running! on my own! for the first time ever in the 9teen years of my existence on this planet (okay, i ran for like 2o mins nonstop and sorta walked-ran, with walking taking priority here, for another 2omins. but still, everyone starts from somewhere!)
never thought i'd say this but hitting the showers after running and uh, eating seedless green grapes, watching shows online feels like bliss right now.
emotionally charged day ystd, anyone?

ystd was also day o1 of new school term for me
felt surprisingly good to see familiar faces (i.e budds, yins)
realised i've been neglecting/ MIA-ing a tad too much during the hols, sorry, people.
PLUS i def need to pull up that miserable CAP score, with what seems like everyone getting 4-headers ._.
INSANE, I TELL YOU.
going shoppinggg ltr to get back to school stuff to uh, boost morale and pump in some inspiration!
budds we can do it!! no more unsuccessful study seshs ending up at River Island!
though NM Media Writing sounds prettyyy tough and stringent..weekly grammar quizzes, zomg. i hope my tutees' parents will never get hold of my scores.

so anyway first day of school was melodramatic
with me waking up at 7 freaking am to trot all the way to unknown biz fac
i've never gone to a lecture on my own before, much less venture beyond fass
but it actually went alright, without feeling like a lost lamb and actually 10mins early
but guess what's the catch
there i was happily feeling triumphant, sense of achievement blahblah
till i noticed a sign that said lessons commence next week
i almost died.

ohkay back to watching shows.
grey's anatomy's resumed with ep11! woot.
wonder what verdict came out of the writers' strike.

/i haven't blogged in eons. i feel like i'm talking to myself. hello, self.

Elevator Love Letter

to watch: my blueberry nights, juno, waitress, p.s i love you, jumper
(i thought eastern promises was one of the best i've caught)

to eat: cali pizza kitchen, spagheddies, lamb sausages+homemade mashed potatoes again! (beams :)
(cravings, cravings)

to buy: clothes, presents, stuff for school
(cny, vday, bdays, back-to-school)

to do: get ready for school, pack wardrobe &table, get down to making ny resolutions and another year of trying to stick to them



most coveted: in this. with you.

WARNING : This post consists of major photo spams.

HWEE WAS BACK! (&gone. and coming back again! :)

@Zouk;;

w nette, apparently Very Happy

with belle!

finally 3 of us again!

@Bakerzin;;

food was YUM :D

then it wasn't enough and we needed some blueberry muffin nostalgia

reminisence of us psychotically mugging for As and eating too many muffins for our brains

yea we look almost deranged like sniffing glue

the defining moment of Puyee's life where we assigned ourselves his part time gfs

Glutton's Bay! where we waited and waited and waited for marc.

topshop love, always getting our moolah conned by those damned Brits.

the best friend i've made in SAJC i love i love you (:

though you always make me feel too fat to be true i.e below.
CAUTION PLS BRACE SELF BEFORE VIEWING THE FOLLOWING.
fatface please.


P.S CAFE one random night;;

with darrenn. (yes yes candid unglamness)
the duck rendang was FETCH.

with C!

musuem visit to SMU where i demanded to take a shot like a tourist hahah
poloroid w nette


the second poloroid was taken at Yingzhen's surprise 9teen @ben+jerry's!
the caption 'it's a girl' was borne (pun intended) cos she cried and the aftermath was a shagged YZ looking like she gave birth


cutest dog on earth (sharing the title with steph's megan and belle's livvy. or err rocky. )
THAT SCRATCHES AND BITES ME LIKE CRAZY

but makes me melt when he PAWS



comissioning ball with puyee
okay fugly shot


they hired this cartoonist and he was drawing everyone with both his hands!

puyee made me laugh just as he was drawing my mouth and he caught my braces and added them in..

UNTIMELY tsk, darrenn eng, tsk.

and then the cartoonist gave us a shock when he suddenly whipped out scissors and started snipping our profiles! part time bf thinks he looks like andy lau. ERRRRR.

last club home 'o7!

i hope 'o8 would be a good one.
&nope i haven't made any resolutions yet

DUKE SPECIAL; OUR LOVE GOES DEEPER THAN THIS

9teen birthday pics frm uber long ago

an innocent meetup with the 2 masterminds and me the unsuspecting happily smiling away..

then i was suddenly blindfolded and suffocated by wens' BLACK jacket in the sweltering heat (she forgot the actual blindfold) yes im such a good victim blindfolding myself

then they found out i was actually peeping :c

i could HEAR kids laughing at me!

butbut it was all worth it

had the surprise of my 9teenth year (:(:

yes i'm aware i look absolutely retarded playing cards

and i also take very fugly surprise shots but ITS OHKAY

THANK YOU ALL :D